It’s 2010 now, in case you didn’t know. It was 2009 a couple of days ago, and then all of a sudden BAM, it’s 2010.
Such a sudden and arbitrary change which, for me, only highlights that I have entered yet another year, no, another decade, and have still achieved so little.
I am now 19. Most people who are my age that I know are midway through apprenticeships, or they’ve got a full-time job, or they’ve completed a year of university or they’re going through TAFE or whatever. I on the other hand, dropped out of my course and so am back to where I was at the end of 2008, at least academically.
Personally, I’ve grown quite a bit during 2009. I went from someone who talked to less than five people on a regular basis and only talked to others if prompted, to someone who goes out drinking often and has a comparatively larger group of friends. However I am still far behind most people. Most people had their first girlfriend or boyfriend in their early years of high school. Similarly with their first kiss. As I’ve said, I’m 19, and I have yet to do these things.
And everything’s my fault.
But whatever. 2010 is another start for me. I’m starting a Bachelor of Psychology at a different university, I’m always trying harder to prove that I can interact with others and I have recently started my first job.
So while the arrival of 2010 has brought realization of failures and faults, the prospects before me bring the hope of bettering myself and learning what I wish to learn, whether it be academic learning or otherwise. Alternatively, the prospects before me could be the harbingers of yet new failures and faults.
Ever the pessimist, I am.
As for this here blog, I will convince myself to renew posting. I slowed down a lot towards the end of 2009, and the whole of December only had two posts, one of which was nothing but a link to Unspeakable Evil. Speaking of UE, there’s exciting stuff happening there soon probably maybe hopefully, so check it out.
But yes, returning to this stupid blog, I will probably start posting more about warhammer as my daemons army finally gets off the ground. I’d also like to give a record of my learning to play guitar, as I am in the process of buying my first guitar now. Other than that, I dunno what I’ll post. Whatever I feel like at the time (which last year led to such posts as The Bridge at the End of the World and A Better Justice System? I THINK SO, both of which you can find links for in the archivey thing over there –> if you’re interested.).
In conclusion, Happy New Year(?)
-Vyperchild
** Just thought that this notes thing should be here as usual. It’s like some sort of reunion. **